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18 Summers

by Rome Hero Foxes

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1.
Lost in a room, laying on the floor Patience unconscious Will you ever learn? No Boy, what did I tell you? Love makes you a dead fool And I keep losing my cool Can't you see that I'm hurting too I guess I found the person you've been missing But that ain't me it's someone else you're kissing Is there someone else you're kissing? And even when she says I'm feeling lonely I try my best to make sure you still want me Cause I don't even know if this is healthy No matter what I say you never trust a single word that's reassuring And when I say I love her, she's still upset now And when I get frustrated, she says please calm down But how could I not care at all when everything I say to you is wrong I'm always wrong Chelsea are you there? Chelsea are you there? Forgive me, I was scared Chelsea wasn't there
2.
Darling, I am so sorry for what I said I was not thinking clear enough for you to hear me But now that it's all out, I just don't understand how that you don't love me I guess I am just so crazy it's expected Cause I don't deserve this or any of someone to actually care for So lie your way to safety but I'll still see you in hell And thankfully you didn't break nobody but yourself This time words can't scar no meaning Feels fine to be dropped completely And baby, I've been feeling so strangely Will you betray me? I guess I'm just paranoid and overwhelming But now that I've found out, I just don't understand how I was so stupid I guess I'm just insecure and you took advantage Cause you don't deserve me or any of someone to be your lover So lie your way to safety but I'll still see you in hell And thankfully you didn't break nobody but yourself This time words can't scar no meaning Feels fine to be dropped completelAAAYYYYYYYYYY
3.
Chest Piece 02:39
Gotta love, love the way that you made this heart break Cause I know that when it's over you're still wrong, foul play So I won't be afraid of the love that we once made Cause I'm sure that when we're older I'll be stronger for your games But I'd be lying if I said I didn't hate you for the shitty half-assed reasons that you waited for the moment you found 'Plan B' So don't tell me we were toxic when you're oh so fuckin' childish with the way we disagreed on certain things that never mattered much to me And it's so funny how you told me you could never see yourself with someone else, but spent a weekend pitching someone else's tent I hope someday you wake up crying, feeling oh so very guilty Best of luck to your new boyfriend with his stupid little chest piece, honestly So let it out loud, but keep it in Cause you were going downhill in the end This will be the last you hear of me Burn my body and confess your sins If I ever make it home again, I will never trust a god damn person
4.
18 Summers 02:36
I spent about 18 summers. late teen bummer I should've asked to call you, but I ain't the one to talk at all I sit inside all winter as my parents tell me, "son, you've gotta learn to hold that tongue", but I kept mouthing off on bourbon eyes Oh, Christmas felt so bitter when my dad died But then there was you, standing on a mountain Would you come down and talk to me? And she said, boi I'm lonely are you lonely too? Well come and be my fool And I said, I'm so ugly, insecure, obtuse Am I not cool enough for you? Something's gotta change if you don't wanna switch positions Someone's gotta give so now you've found another victim A clawed thorn in my torn heart at your decisions, OOoooOOoOooOOOooOOoOaAAaaAAaH And she said, boi I'm lonely are you lonely too? Well come and be my fool And I said, I'm so ugly, insecure, obtuse What, am I not cool enough for you?
5.
Be Your Side 03:19
And so we started it off when we were younger in the winter Have we really grown so far that we forgot how bitter spring? And all this time I feel we have lost will find it's way back in our hearts So we can waste it all on skin and in the end we'll feel unclean Cause darling I could never be your side again I'll always try to find my way back in Cause all you do is haunt me in the end of this 'Til all that's here are words left unspoken I never thought this would happen to ourselves, I feel ashamed Are we even at the line now that we used up all our hate? And could we call out all of our problems thinking God will always answer? What's your reason for me this time? Will I be better after summer? Cause darling I could never be your side again I'll always try to fight my way back in Cause all you do is haunt me in the end of this 'Til all that's here are words left unspoken
6.
I love the way you think you know me like the back of your hand Tell your friends how much of a bad person you think I am Oh baby, come on was it worth all this attention from my setlist Cause now I wanna break you, shake you Safe to say I never loved you Your perfume won't leave me shaking on the floor Not anymore, I beg for more Oh darling, is that you calling my name? I don't wanna hear all the shitty lies you have to say Threw my body down your stairs and ruined my face All of the pain, I fucked up my mind to make you stay You can say just what you want, but I'll be laughing Cause now I am the last nail in your coffin I bet you never saw this coming, rest in piece to your reputation Tell me how is it to feel dead, sleepless Baby I'm doing what you did And just as I am standing by your grave, I'll say my last goodbye and good riddance Don't call my name x4 Oh darling, is that you calling my name? I don't wanna hear all the shitty lies you have to say Threw my body down your stairs and ruined my face All of the pain, I fucked up my mind to make you stay
7.
San Junipero 04:25
You were standing all alone in a crowd of heat Emotion takes control, I'd love to get to know you more than him or anybody else here Stuck between a day-dream simulation and a life of compensation for whats back home Baby I don't know if I could stay here, decay here Just know that it's so hard for me to choose And pardon me if I seem so abrasive, contagious But how could I pass over without you Now you've run off somewhere new and so I follow through the ages I don't want to die alone, I don't want to live this life without her love Her love is pure, unlike any other I've had before And we can stay married, we can stay young Or spend an eternity in what comes after Baby I don't know if I could stay here, decay here Just know that it's so hard for me to choose And pardon me if I seem so abrasive, contagious But how could I pass over without you OOOOOO girl, you better watch your tongue Cause you don't know what you're saying You don't know about all the years we spent to be separated in two probable places I can't think he'd forgive me for our love and how I found another someone in a land where death is washed away There's just something about you that makes me wanna stay and it's your love
8.
Overthink is all I do Cause when you're out the room, I'll be looking for you Cause I was so damn sure you said that you'd always stay So when the times get tough, you hide from me I'm getting sick of all the games of hide-and-seek Cause so far, I'm always losing I know you're running from me I know that you're unhappy You could do better than me Everyone's unhappy with me So when the door closes I'll be outside waiting in the dark and cold Cause every time I try to save what's left You're always lying to my face Make me tired is all you do Cause when it's time to sleep, I'll be crawling back to you And when the morning comes, the question's still on my chest No, I can't breathe and I can't speak Cause everything I say will always make you leave So when the door closes I'll be outside waiting in the dark and cold Cause every time I try to say, what's left? You're always coming back again I wanna make you happy I wanna make you stay I wanna be the reason to all your better days
9.
Fear is going for the kill I'm losing sense of feeling in my fingers as they try their best to keep you from this far as I could possibly be from separate lonely days and endless weeks I hope you see now that I'm struggling So can we end this conversation we both know should never be And understand how hard this love is when we're sleeping in two different cities I take a step forward, but you're falling backwards into yourself running out the back door All I am suggesting is my trust means something more than just A promise that I'll always do my best to fix what you can't ever say I didn't love you You just had to take the chance and shoot me dead And dear you're running for the hills I'm tripping over traps all left behind you as I try my best to reach you from as far as you could possibly place me Erase me from your faithless heart and brain and throw the love we made away I take a step forward, but you're falling backwards into yourself running out the back door All I am suggesting is my trust means something more than just A promise that I'll always do my best to fix what you can't ever say I didn't love you Oh for God's sake, girl Oh can't you see I loved you? Oh can't you see I love you? Even after all this god damn time You don't believe me when my tears came out all dry Oh can't you see I loved you? Oh can't you see I love you? I guess I'm just no good
10.
Good For you 03:28
I was trying to be good for you No matter what you put me through Was trying to look good for you So I smashed the mirrors in my room Cause I know that you're uncomfortable And I hope you know, cause of you I'm always gonna feel alone I thought that you were something new But you're just like someone I once knew So should we maybe discontinue? Before I turn completely rude Cause I've never been so vulnerable So I'm sure you know cause of you, I wanna break my fuckin bones I don't think you'll ever notice But can't you see I cared? And oh it wears

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released July 27, 2018

Performed and written by Rome Hero Foxes

Members:
C.j. Burton- singer/songwriter, vocals, guitar
Andrew Hagan- keyboardist
Michael Fox- lead guitarist
Emilio García-Caro
Adrian Romero- drums

Engineered, produced, and mixed by C.j. Burton and Ben Rosett

Recorded at SpiritVision Studios in Carmel, CA

Mastered onto analog tape by Bryan David at Anthem Recordings

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